Slow Going

I have been juggling my time looking for work and practicing with the stylus. I feel as though I am relearning everything about drawing. Perhaps that isn't too far from the truth. I see that I am gradually getting better, but not as fast as I would like to. I keep learning little things, like using the pen tool to make outlines instead of the brush, but I am not finding anything that can make my work beautiful. I see these other artists that make outstandingly awesome works on a regular basis, and wonder, "Will I ever be able to do that?" All I can do is practice.